The Matrix LockdownYou Are In A Prison

A New Series From My Book

FINDING HOME“ – Part Eleven

As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!

But somehow man KNOWS something is wrong, hence all of our “religions”, an attempt to bring God down to our understanding. It is all vanity.

Then I knew that Jesus Christ was EXACTLY who He said He was. He was my redeemer, He was my ransom, and He paid the price we all have to pay by being murdered on the Cross. It all made perfect sense to me in an instant of time. It all came together in a flash.

The Bible is true, every word of it. And then the Lord said to me:

Will you love?”

This then was the question, to love as he does or not, to be or not to be. Now must people would say that you would agree instantly, and not hesitate. But that was not the case for me.

What is happening here is our little inner man of the inner heart that runs everything in secret. He does NOT want to be dethroned. We call him the Old man, in comparison to the new man of a resurrected heart.

Here then, before me was a decision I had to make like no other decision ever to be faced. I felt no fear, but I also innately knew that if I refused, it would never be offered again. i HAD COME TO THE LIGHT, MY DEEDS HAD BEEN REPROVED. WOULD I ACCEPT THE OFFER OR NOT?

I replied “Yes Sir!”

It was at this moment that I felt a 180 degree change as He came into me and we came into agreement.

I found out later that this choice is in reality true Biblical repentance that leads to rebirth. You must repent of your so-called loves and then open yourself up to HIS LOVE TYPE. It is a LOVE TYPE EXCHANGE. One type for another.

Remember that we said a leopard cannot change his spots. We likewise cannot change our nature, and therefore cannot change our “loves”. We cannot “clean up” ourselves by being good or dropping off bad things – not to say it is not a good idea to do so, but rather, those things have nothing to do with genuine REBIRTH.

It is here that we must REPENT or CHANGE OUR MINDS, and that can only occur when you know what to repent of. How can you know except the Lord show you?

This may sound odd, but what is happening here is a presentation of WHAT DIVINE LOVE IS. It is a REVELATION of the SPIRIT OF CHRIST!! It is shown to you so you can agree or not agree to “walk together”.

But how could anyone agree with the Creator unless they were SHOWN or had REVEALED what the problem really is?

Amos 3:3

Can two walk together, except they be agreed?

Isaiah 1:18

Come now, and let us reason together, saith the Lord: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.

I struggled for what seemed a long time, but finally I said, “Yes Sir!” and at that instant He came into me and my whole life turned 180 degrees as I said previously.

And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write; These things saith the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God;

15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.

16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.

17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:

18 I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be rich; and white raiment, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.

19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.

20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

21 To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne.

22 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.

I now KNEW FOR CERTAIN that modern Christian salvation concepts lead to eternal death and ruin, and I knew that the churches of all denominations were teaching something that was FALSE insofar as TRUE SALVATION was concerned. Their theology is in grave error, and they omit, deny, twist and distort the Bible to such a degree it is worthless and leads to ruin. Jesus meant exactly what He said when He commanded us to enter in at the strait gate and walk the narrow way unto life. He also meant it when He said FEW THERE BE THAT FIND IT. It not because they can’t, it is because they will not do it!

So I had found the LIGHT. The LIGHT OF DIVINE LOVE. It is the TRUE LIGHT, THE TRUE WAY, AND THE TRUE LIFE. It is the hidden mystery of God. It is the ULTIMATE TRUTH behind everything that was, is and will be. Anyone can find it, they just have to want to more than anything else in life, just as Jesus told us:

Matthew 6:32-34

32 (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things.

33 But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

34 Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.

Look up the word FIRST. It means above all other things. Few there be that will do that. It has nothing to do with religion. It has nothing to do with all of the so-called wisdom and knowledge of THIS WORLD.

The real truth cannot be found in the land of the living, just as the Bible says. Job 28:20-28 – HEED WHAT IT SAYS:

20 Whence then cometh wisdom? and where is the place of understanding?

21 Seeing it is hid from the eyes of all living, and kept close from the fowls of the air.

22 Destruction and death say, We have heard the fame thereof with our ears.

23 God understandeth the way thereof, and he knoweth the place thereof.

I doubt that many people realize what is actually being said here. The Creator says that all the works of mankind ARE VANITY. They are because we are FALLEN and we cannot change our nature. It is what it is and there is NOTHING we can do to alter it.

There is therefore no real wisdom or understanding on earth. Humanity is a flash in the pan, so to speak. Being FALLEN, and totally unaware of the real love type of god, we wander around through life never comprehending the real truth of our position before our creator.

When Jesus offers His Love to COVER YOU, and you accept the offer, you have then been RE-ADJUSTED, brought back into ALIGNMENT, and are now “ready” to be raptured. You are worthy, not because of yourself, but because Christ is worthy and He COVERS you.


Best’s Intel Update For 11-4-2020 – Election Fraud, Lawlessness & Babylon Down

Tonight On Night Shadows Radio @ 7:00 PM CT

Best’s Intel Update For 11-4-2020 – Election Fraud, Lawlessness & Babylon Down

How is it that in five or more states where Trump was leading by a large margin that suddenly all voting stops, and then suddenly when it begins again after four or five houses, Biden takes the lead in these states. The communist insurgency now continues with breakneck speed, meanwhile Christians MOCK the strait gate and narrow way, while positive they are all going to heaven, ignoring all the warnings of the Bible. Prophecy is now coming true, as always with 100% accuracy. Israel and the world will soon enter Daniel’s 70th week. The United Nations is rapidly coming to power and soon blue helmets will be in America to police us. Earth changes abound while solar anomalies continue and so it goes until the rapture of the Bride and then people the world over will realize the ARK OF CHRIST is now gone, and only a flood of evil is left…




The Matrix LockdownYou Are In A Prison

A New Series From My Book


As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!


The Revelation Of Christ

After going through all of this for about three years or so, one day I was sitting on my couch feeling really sorry for myself, and I picked up a little booklet sent to me by an evangelist that had the cover title, “A CALL TO LOVE”.

I opened it up and began to read, actually some Bible verses were in there that I read and heard a million times. Here it is:

1 Corinthians 13

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. …

Now the word “charity” is a word meaning a form or type of love. But in reality, the word is not translated correctly. It is called “AGAPE” LOVE. That was a LOVE TYPE, of which there are many. This form of love was of course here A DIVINE FORM OF LOVE. The love of God, a type of love humanity is devoid of. It was lost at the fall.

I looked at that and suddenly it dawned upon me that I did not really love anyone at all. That I did not IN TRUTH love ANYONE, not my mom, my wife, my children, not anyone IN TRUTH.

It was a terrible revelation. Because we are a fallen race, we are self-serving, manipulative, always trying to get our own way, always wanting approval, always seeking love but not really giving it. We love ourselves way more than others, no matter how much we try to deny it.

That revelation was bad enough, but then something very super-natural or paranormal happened.

It was like I was in a theater and the curtain opened up so I could watch the movie. I later found out that the Creator was removing the veil that we all have so I could see into another dimension. I was looking through a GATEWAY. A portal, if you will.

The Good Book says it is the revelation of Christ to the believer. Here it is in Scripture:

John 14:21-25

21 He that hath my commandments, and keepeth them, he it is that loveth me: and he that loveth me shall be loved of my Father, and I will love him, and will manifest myself to him.

22 Judas saith unto him, not Iscariot, Lord, how is it that thou wilt manifest thyself unto us, and not unto the world?

23 Jesus answered and said unto him, If a man love me, he will keep my words: and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him.

24 He that loveth me not keepeth not my sayings: and the word which ye hear is not mine, but the Father’s which sent me.

25 These things have I spoken unto you, being yet present with you.

Matthew 11:27-28

27 All things are delivered unto me of my Father: and no man knoweth the Son, but the Father; neither knoweth any man the Father, save the Son, and he to whomsoever the Son will reveal him.

28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

What I was shown was astounding. It is beyond all words – totally beyond all human comprehension. I was looking into THE LOVE OF THE CREATOR. I was looking into His depth, height, width, and it is so vast, so unfathomable, so huge it defies all human thought or imagination.

This love is nothing like anything you or I have or feel. It is a totally different TYPE of love, far beyond all human loves.

The Bible says that God’s thoughts and ways are above our thoughts and ways. In other words, God is on an entirely different level that us sub-Neanderthals.

I am looking into this LOVE, which is of course looking into JESUS CHRIST HIMSELF. I was looking directly into his SPIRIT NATURE.

He then spoke to me, and I heard it very clearly. I cannot say if audible in the physical realm or just in spirit. He said to me:

“Stewart, do you agree that LOVE runs this Universe?”

After just seeing His LOVE for his entire creation and everything within it, of course the answer was “Yes.”

John 10

10 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber.

But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep.

To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out.

And when he putteth forth his own sheep, he goeth before them, and the sheep follow him: for they know his voice.

And a stranger will they not follow, but will flee from him: for they know not the voice of strangers.

It is the love of God that upholds and runs everything there is. If He turned away, it would all vanish in an instant of time.

Humanity has no concept, no idea of the actual LOVE that God has for them. However, because of the fall, they are CUT OFF from Him and He is just a distant concept to most people, some unknown force out there. And few there be that will attempt to search Him out in the manner He Himself prescribed.

Proverbs 2

2 My son, if thou wilt receive my words, and hide my commandments with thee;

So that thou incline thine ear unto wisdom, and apply thine heart to understanding;

Yea, if thou criest after knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for understanding;

If thou seekest her as silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures;

Then shalt thou understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God.

For the Lord giveth wisdom: out of his mouth cometh knowledge and understanding.

He layeth up sound wisdom for the righteous: he is a buckler to them that walk uprightly.

When the Lord asked that question, does

“Love runs this Universe?” – That was the answer I had been looking and searching for. I wanted to know the actual and real truth behind the Universe and who made it. I now knew the answer.

“Stewart, have you ever loved?”

That was simple, for when you see His unfathomable LOVE TYPE, the answer for any human being on this Earth is a resounding “NO!” No one born into the human family can even come close to the LOVE OF GOD.

This was then THE JUDGMENT phase of real authentic salvation. I was being judged, and I was found guilty, because we all fall short of HIS LOVE TYPE. We lost it at the fall. We have no concept of HIS LOVE TYPE because it is no longer a part of our make-up. This why the Bible calls God a MYSTERY. It is beyond our human comprehension and so it must be REVEALED TO US BY HIM.

We do have fallen human loves, but they a corrupted hideous form of God’s love – but everyone knows that LOVE is better than HATE, and that LOVE MAKES A PERSON THRIVE and HATE DESTROYS.

The fallen love types that we have are a dark shadow of the love of God. They are so far below Him.

This was the judgement, and the judgement is based upon the perfect love of God. No one can come close. We are therefore doomed to ruin and loss. It is that simple. I knew then WHY I was going to hell. There was no question whatever.

I was a lost “sinner” and headed to ruin. Hell is a very real place where fallen spirits go. I remember a movie called “Ghost” and the portrayal of these spirits taking people “down” is very real and very accurate.

Of course, all of this is hidden from humanity, and they have no idea of their condition before their Creator. We all sail through life with our religions, philosophies, isms and whatever, hoping against hope that in the end, all will be well.

But it won’t be, and here is why:

Mankind really is fallen, and really is lost, and unless one searches it out, one will never know otherwise until death. Then it is too late to do anything about it.

The judgment bar is the LOVE TYPE OF GOD. We are all going to be judged against HIS DIVINE AGAPE, the love humanity had before the fall. This is the MYSTERY OF GOD, and it is also the MYSTERY OF “GODLINESS”. It is all folded into one thing, DIVIE AGAPE LOVE.

Enter then the “rescue mission” of Jesus Christ who came behind enemy lines to WARN US of what was really going on. Because we are fallen, and very bitter deep within at our fallen state, we mock Him, we mock the message. We do not want to know or understand that we really are a fallen creature, it is an insult to our haughty and arrogant hearts.  

So that warning from Jesus that we fallen, dead in our trespasses and sins, a prisoner that walks in total spiritual darkness falls upon deaf ears, because we cannot fathom such a thing, so we deny it, refuse to face it, and make up all of these concepts to deny it.

But somehow man KNOWS something is wrong, hence all of our “religions”, an attempt to bring God down to our understanding. It is all vanity.

Then I knew that Jesus Christ was EXACTLY who He said He was. He was my redeemer, He was my ransom, and He paid the price we all have to pay by being murdered on the Cross. It all made perfect sense to me in an instant of time. It all came together in a flash.

The next part of this conversation was brief but deadly. To LIVE or to DIE, that was the question!




The Matrix LockdownYou Are In A Prison

A New Series From My Book


As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!

The religionist leaders of today lay such a heavy yoke upon their followers, telling that that if they perform this ritual, or keep this or that law, or pray thusly, or pray the Rosary, or beat themselves daily, or whatever else they can put upon them, that they will be saved and go to heaven. IT IS ALL A BALD-FACED LIE.

You can perform all rituals you want, you can keep all the laws you want, you can become so “spiritually clean” that people marvel at you, but in the end, you die and go to bad place. Why? Because all of the above does nothing to change your inner nature.  There is only one thing that does –

“you must be born from above”, an act of God Himself.

Do you see? The inner nature is what it is, and only God himself can change it! There is only one way to make that happen – and almost all of humanity mocks it and refuses to do it.

I then began to look for the words Redemption, Redeemer, to see if a redemption was in the works so to speak.

As I searched, a found a number of references to mankind needing to be redeemed by paying a ransom, and that ransom had to be paid by one innocent of the charge, that is, by one whose nature allowed such a transaction.

Mark 10:45

For even the Son of man came not to be ministered unto, but to minister, and to give his life a ransom for many.

Isaiah 44:24

Thus saith the Lord, thy redeemer, and he that formed thee from the womb, I am the Lord that maketh all things; that stretcheth forth the heavens alone; that spreadeth abroad the earth by myself;

Within the Bible there is found a concept called “kinsman-redeemer law”. It allowed a family member to pay a price to redeem one of their family that had sold themselves into a form of voluntary slavery. The redeemer had to pay a “ransom” to the slave owner and thus the slave was “released” and made free.

Another item I found was the constant use of the word JUDGMENT. Because of the fall, it said, mankind became an enemy of God, and as such, would have to undergo a “judgment”, not unlike going to court to face the music of your wrongdoing.

Lets’ take a look at a verse I used before:

John 16:7-16

“Nevertheless I tell you the truth; it is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. [8] And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment:..”

Now the word for JUDGMENT is a very severe word, for it means to be CONVICTED or REPROVED UNTO ETERNAL RUIN. I suggest everyone who doubts that to look it up for themselves.

So now I had my basics, and now I zeroed in on the Bible because its message appeared to match the actual observable facts of life, not only ourselves and out “troubles” but humanity as a whole.

Our inner SPIRIT nature was the problem, and someone outside of humanity had to change it back, reset our spirit, as it were. Redemption was a RESET, an AJUSTMENT, an ALIGNMENT back – a spiritual reset.

So now the real search began. Day after day, night after night, week after week, month after month, and finally even several years drifted by.

Something very strange and odd was beginning to happen to me.  As I searched deeper and deeper, putting concept upon concept, precept upon precept, here a little and there a little, ever building this puzzle piece by piece, I began to die.

I don’t know how to explain it, but I began to feel that I was dying inside. Not in the physical sense at all, but rather some odd feeling that I was dying to the world, to my loved ones, to everything around me.

I came to the point of knowing I was totally dead inside. Oh, I was alive, I could function, but I knew that I was dead. No words to describe it to you, it was just a total deadness.

The search went on, the deadness of death inside grew to the point that I also knew somehow that I was going to hell.

Hell was real, not a belief, not some mental thing, but so much deeper, and I began to realize that hell was in fact, a very real and nasty place, and I was headed there, but I did not know why at all. This is not mental knowledge, this is far, far deeper, a conviction of the SPIRIT.

I was not some criminal. I had not murdered, raped or hurt anyone. I had never been arrested, never even had a speeding ticket. So why would I be going there, going down and not up? This was the trap most of humanity falls into – if they are basically “good” God will approve of them. NOT SO.

You see, this is what most of us think. If we are good, we will be ACCEPTED by the Lord. Not so, not so at all. It had nothing to do with it.

I did remember that the HOLY SPIRIT was sent to convict one of judgment. Or that judgment was unto eternal ruin, eternal loss. Now it was real, more real than our physical life here. So real, so unshakable. I lived with that for many a month.

Because most people never bother to search the matter out as the Bible commands, they have no idea where they are actually going when they die. They are the blind leading the blind, and they all fall into the ditch of ruin.

Matthew 15:13-14

13 But he answered and said, Every plant, which my heavenly Father hath not planted, shall be rooted up.

14 Let them alone: they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.

Because I had searched it out, I KNEW I WAS HEADED FOR A VERY REAL HELL and there was nothing I could do about it.

It was during this horrific inner suffering time that I began in earnest to call upon the name of Jesus Christ and asked Him into my heart millions of times, but nothing happened. The winds of the Spirit were silent. They just blew in my face, mocking me.

There was no salvation. There was nothing but eternal hell. I was lost, dead to the world, dead to God, dead to everything. Dead is dead, I thought. No hope here, and yet I somehow knew I could NOT turn back, could not quit, I had to continue. So, I did.

The Good Book says that the Lord will take you by a way you know not, a WAY no one in Hollywood could even dream up!! In fact, the early Christians were known as the “people of the way”!!

During this time of inner horror and conflict, I began to realize I was in some sort of SPIRITUAL WARFARE, but I was now not a part of it, I was a bystander, watching two forces fight in out.

This war was between Jesus Christ and Satan, who owned me because I was born into a fallen race and Satan owns us in a very real and legal sense of the word.

It was like Canada and Mexico were in a gigantic war and that I was in America, watching the missiles flying overhead. It is very hard to describe.

I later found out that this was Jesus Christ fighting over my soul and spirit with Satan, my legal owner. Christ was in fact binding the “strong man” that inner man who sits within what the Bible calls our inner hidden man of the heart. It is here that the affairs of life and run.

This is our individual Holy Place, occupied by a little apostate antichrist spirit. It is here that the real issues of life are found.

It reminds me of the movie “Men In Black” where there was a little alien inside the mind of a Robot running it. We are like that, we have an inner little man running us, which is why it so hard to break a habit without a major fight. The inner man likes your habit and does not want to give it up. He sits upon a throne deep within.

The Israelites were told to build a temple as they wandered in the wilderness, much like man, who wanders in the wilderness of his lost and fallen state with no direction home. He is adrift in an ocean of conflicting concepts, forever searching, forever asking for what he knows not.

So, there I was, dead and pleading for help and answers, but nothing came.


Best’s Intelligence Review Hour For 10-30-2020 – This, That and Something Else

Tonight On Night Shadows Radio 10-30-2020 @ 7:00 PM CT

Torah Codes, UFO, Arrival, Trump, Election, Revolution, Riots, UN, Peace Keepers, China…

Even our emails appears to be coming under censorship as “they” decide what is acceptable in political viewpoint and what is or is not acceptable content. These folks have no regard for free speech under the Bill of Rights, and they better enjoy their power now because soon it will all be taken away. So we have Torah Codes on UFO’s, TR-3B’s, German UFO technology and the 4th Reich. The 4th Beast of Daniel appears to be the 4th Reich, complete with high technology weapons. As all of this emerges upon the world scene, earth changes abound, wars and rumors of war abound. Then we have a medical tyranny rising up the likes of which the world has never seen before and more…


Why You Are Dead In the Water & NIGHT SHADOWS SHOW TONIGHT

Why You Are Dead In the Water

The Matrix LockdownYou Are In A Prison

A New Series From My Book

FINDING HOME“ – Part Eight

As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!

There will be flash update on Night Shadows Radio Tonight at 7:00 PM CT – Trouble on the Sun – Here are the details – the main article YOU DRE DEAD IN THE WATER is just below:

Best’s Intel Flash Update For 10-27-2020 – Here Comes The Sun

Huge Sunspot Forming – Seven CME shots at Earth So Far, Prepare For Revolution & War

Things are moving so rapidly now it is hard to keep up with it, from space weather to warnings of huge earthquakes, and these may be related to the KILL SHOT of Ed Dames and his remote viewers. Solar flares and cosmic energy waves can and do trigger major earthquakes and set off volcanic activity. Remember the Lord told us that high-tech operations rise up to destroy the Earth and the Lord says He will destroy them before they finish the job. Then we have revolution and riots that will only increase as we near the election. Is it not interesting that all of these solar flares will arrive at the right time as November 3rd nears? Will they bring down the grid just before the election? Remember what Tesla said and more…


Love, on the other hand, seems to just “be”. It simply is. It is gentle, meek in spirit, and acts of love are what everyone wants to be a part of. A loving act, caring for someone else makes us feel good. Perhaps there is a CLUE here.

I had my answer right there. That is exactly what humanity is – capable of the greatest human love, capable of the most horrific evil.

It was then that I came across this verse, which was startling to say the least:

Matthew 7:11

If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

That was a fearful statement. “You, being evil” know how to LOVE AND GIVE GOOD THINGS TO YOUR CHILDREN. The love a parent has for a child is one of the highest of love forms. Yet Jesus is saying WE ARE EVIL. SAY WHAT?

Now Genesis also said that in the day humanities original parents ate of this strange and unknown knowledge (to them), that they died. But we know, because we are here, they could not have died. In fact, they lived long years after they partook of this mysterious knowledge of good and evil.

So, what happened? The long and short of it is that mankind, according to Genesis was made in the “image of God”.

Elsewhere the Bible says that God is a SPIRIT and God is DIVINE LOVE. In other words, God is a SPIRIT BEING that has an essence of some type of LOVE. A love “type” that is far beyond anything humanity knows because we lost that at the fall. His LOVE TYPE is a total unknown to humanity, a mystery, a hidden thing. “My ways are not your ways…”

So what I am saying here is that the DEATH spoken of in the Bible is a SPIRITUAL DEATH, of being CUT OFF from our Creator, and being born again into ANOTHER WORLD were the REAL GOD (CREATOR), is severed and silent, so that is why we cannot find our creator and the cold winds of silence blow in our faces.

I was now making progress, and answers were being given that made total sense. It all was very logical to me.

Humanity was created with this SPIRIT OF DIVINE LOVE. They did not “know” of anything else, because it clearly said we were made in the IMAGE OF GOD, and God is a SPIRIT, and God is LOVE.

Whatever else his DNA was coded with, the core essence of man was devoid of this knowledge of good and evil, and only had a core knowledge of this LOVE TYPE HE HAD, WHICH WAS THE SAME AS THE CREATOR. “Like begets like”, the law of homogenesis was in total operation.

So that is why the Good Book says that God walked with man, was in total union with man, and this was the original intent of the Creation.

If this is the case, why then would God put a tree with this knowledge of good and evil within the reach of humanity? Was this a test? What was this all about?

As I explored this concept out, it began to dawn upon me that TRUE LOVE is a TRANSPARENT LOVE. Nothing is withheld, nothing is hidden. God put it there and told humanity not to eat of it, because if he did, certain things would happen, and spiritual death was one of them.

We could say that man traded off union and fellowship with the Creator and instead, embraced a type of fallen godhood. When he ate of this knowledge, mankind entered an entirely new form of existence.

Genesis says he died on the spiritual level, which is, he was cut off from the Creator, cut off from, and lost that core essence of ONLY LOVE and entered into another world, cut off, alone, and lost. He went from a singular essence to a dualistic essence.

Today we know there is a spiritual element to humanity, and some people are more “spiritual” than others, but we do not know what this ethereal or non-material life form is. 

Mankind now had another type of knowledge, a new and different awareness or consciousness, and was severed from his creator on the spiritual and most likely on the soulish level as well.

His flesh body took over. His spiritual powers over the body were severely diminished. He was “born again” into a whole new existence. Eternal life was cut off. The “fall” was real. It explains the condition of man even if we don’t like it.

So now I had the basics down. Man was set adrift, with a knowledge of good and evil, the free will of choice between what is good and what is evil, what is right and what is wrong, and thus we have what we have today. The fight between good and evil is still going on, between law and order and chaos.

When “Satan” said to Eve, if you eat of this fruit, you shall be like a god, knowing good and evil, he was not fooling.

This fruit, whatever it was, enabled mankind to enter into the dualistic world and with that, the ability to choose between right and wrong, good or evil. Humanity would decide that, not some outside force called “God”. Thus, he became a “god” in his own right, the great I am, AND I WILL DECIDE what is right or wrong, and no one will tell us otherwise. The GREAT “I AM” is now god.

I accepted all of this as logical. It appeared to be a simple case of deception by this so called “serpent” whoever that was. So according to the story, Eve was tricked into ingesting this knowledge and Adam followed out of his love for Eve.

I accepted that. It all appeared to me to be reasonable and logical, and it did in fact answer the questions of mankind’s seeming inability to get along, always bickering, fighting, murdering and such.

So, if all of this was true, what then? If this is our nature now, and it is, what can we do about it? Remember that Jesus classified humanity as EVIL. Our nature had changed.

Can a leopard change his spots? Can a bear become a camel? Can you change your inner nature? Can you get rid of or just suppress the bad things within each of us? The answer is no, we cannot change it, we can only suppress it by our free will, therefore “it is what it is”. 

It appears that most “religions” are in the business of “suppression” and DENIAL of our nature, and thus if we SUPRESS OUR EVIL NATURE and go about doing “good” then God would approve of us.

Ok, so now if we have been “cut off” from our Creator, which answers the silence that almost all of humanity feels when it comes to the “search for God”. I certainly heard nothing but silence when I was searching for the truth behind everything.

I had this big cherry tree on a hill side that I would go out at night and sit under, looking into the heavens, asking this “God” to answer. All I ever got was the cold winds of silence in my face. Indeed, humanity really is CUT OFF from his Creator, and that is why many people feel totally lost, totally alone, adrift with many questions and no answers.

But I thought that if God really is a God of Love that He could not actually leave us totally alone, there must be another answer to it – could it be He was there, but just silent?

Could it be He was listening and actually answering prayers made to Him but in such a way that people never realize it, things “just happened” in their lives. Perhaps, but then again maybe not…

Now if mankind was in reality a fallen creature, and the Bible clearly says he was, what were the ramifications to that? What were the ripple effects to that concept?

As I searched the Scriptures, I noticed that here and there were references to us being in a prison, a prison of time and space, and also that we physically died and were “no more” to God in some legal type of manner. Jesus Christ kept telling us that we were prisoners, that we walked in what He called “darkness” and that we were “the children of darkness”.

It also seemed to suggest that when mankind fell from “grace”, for lack of a better word, that we became an enemy of our Creator. The Bible says that humanity’s inner heart is deceitful and so awful no one could really know it, and that our inner heart actually hates God.

  Jeremiah 17:8-10 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? 10 I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.

OK, so then man is a prisoner of HIMSELF, OF HIS OWN HEART, man is also full of hate because of the fall, and like a young spoiled brat, kicks and takes swings at God all the while attempting to FIND HIM!! 

This hatred for the Creator is not a “conscious” at all – but a deep hatred, one of the hidden inner heart the Bible calls the inner man, a place beyond the conscious and even the unconscious mind.

The ramifications of the fall were beginning to make sense, we were cut off, and we are a prisoner of our own nature, and trapped in our material universe and bodies, and unable to change any of it. It is what it is, so to speak. What then?

If we cannot change our nature, no matter what we try to do it still remains, then there would have to be some form of rescue from an outside source.

OK, so it was all very logical, but was there any escape hatch? Or was mankind simply doomed to eternal loss and ruin, with no hope whatever? It seemed logical to me that if God is a God of Love, there would be an escape hatch, some way out, some method of redemption.

So now I began to search out within the Bible if it said anything about being “saved” or “rescued” and if so, by what method?

If mankind is fallen, and is unable to change his nature, then he/she is what he/she is. Trapped, a prisoner of ourselves, forever doomed by our inner nature. Then only an “outside source” could rescue humanity.

So then it also occurred to me that no matter how good we were, or how evil we were, in other words, we could NEVER win favor by being good and nice all our lives OR that God would approve of us and accept us because we were “good people” could not be true, as our behavior has nothing to do with our true nature.  

It all goes back to our natural nature, a fallen nature. No matter what we do, no matter how good it is, it does not change of nature, our fallen DNA code.

But then it occurred to me that our fallen CHANGED NATURE is what brought us into our prison house, and behavior does not at all change our inner nature, that is, no matter how good we are, we are still an admixture of good and evil and that was the reason for the fall in the first place. Could this be what humanity was missing all along? Could this be the golden key to free us?

Now most people would say that if we are “good” during our lives, this “God” will accept us as being “righteous” and when we die, we go to heaven to be with all of our loved ones.

To my shock I discovered that could not possibly be true as it was laid out in the Good Book. The fall, in some manner or other most likely altered our DNA structure. Our ENTIRE NATURE had changed. It was what is was, so to speak.

So by logic, then, our redemption could not be based upon our behavior, but rather something else, that is, some type of change in our nature, which then meant it was beyond our ability to fix it, that had to be in the hands of the Creator Himself.

How do you fix your nature? If you are a red head, for example, you are a red head. You can dye it, but you are still, by nature a red head. If you are black, you are black. If you are white, you are white. A leopard CANNOT change his spots.

It seemed to me that any so-called redemption had to be based upon some form of alteration of our nature perhaps a “fix”, which would repair the DNA anomaly caused by the fall or at least “cover over” our fallen nature, like a robe!

Now this “death” that humanity entered was a spiritual one. Perhaps then, any rescue would have to be predicated on a “spiritual resurrection”, and that was something only the Creator could do. In other words, a spiritual resurrection” would be the “rescue” or “pardon” or whatever else you wanted to call it.

This spiritual resurrection or change in some manner back to the original would be the key to get out of prison. There was no other form of a “get out of prison” card here.

John 3

3 There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews:

The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him.

Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born?

Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit

So, there you have it. The fall was one of the spirit, the “fix” was a resurrection of a dead to live spirit.

This further confirmed why good behavior could not be the issue at all, because the problem of our nature itself, and it was our innate nature that had to be changed.

So why be “good” then? Why strive to always be good and honest and all of that? The Good Book had an answer for that as well – it makes your life here much smoother; it keeps you out of earthly prisons, courts, trouble and so on.

The religionist leaders of today lay such a heavy yoke upon their followers, telling that that if they perform this ritual, or keep this or that law, or pray thusly, or pray the Rosary, or beat themselves daily, or whatever else they can put upon them, that they will be saved and go to heaven. IT IS ALL A BALD-FACED LIE.

You can perform all rituals you want, you can keep all the laws you want, you can become so “spiritually clean” that people marvel at you, but in the end, you die and go to bad place. Why? Because all of the above does nothing to change your inner nature.  There is only one thing that does – “you must be born from above”, an act of God Himself.


Best’s Intelligence Review Hour For 10-23-2020 – Babylon At The Crossroads

Tonight On Night Shadows 10-23-2020 @ 7:00 PM CT

Best’s Intelligence Review Hour For 10-23-2020 – Babylon At The Crossroads

Trump, Biden, Lies, More Lies, Chaos, Deep State, Antarctica, Obama, Earth Changes…

Debate over, but who wins? It appears the Lord is making such a stark contrast between “apparent” right and wrong, good or evil that the American people’s choice at this election determines possible further delay so that Trump can continue with Israel to build the Third Temple, or if we are to allow the Illuminati to take over America and the 4th Beast power to emerge – or perhaps both occur on the same timeline. No matter who wins, more revolution, more riots, more chaos?  More and more earthquake activity, Iceland volcanic activity getting closer, Bible Code Obama, UFO, Arrival, strong delusion, apostasy and more...


A Horrific Glitch In The Matrix

A Horrific Glitch In The Matrix

The Matrix LockdownYou Are In A Prison

A New Series From My Book

FINDING HOME“ – Part Seven

As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!

What if this existence that we call normal life and living is a real anomaly, and the real truth is hidden from us? Is that why the Bible says we are in a PRISON HOUSE? But what if we could find the REAL TRUTH behind our existence and what the real problem of mankind is? Why does mankind not want to understand why they love, hate, make war, murder, steal, rape and grow corrupt? Don’t YOU want to know?

What if that discovery was not of this world at all, and what if the Creator built within us the way to open a gateway to another realm? Sort of like the Holy of Holies Place in the Temple of Israel? A PLACE WHERE ONE COULD MEET GOD AND HAVE A CONVERSATION?

It was in the Holy of Holies Place that God’s presence on Earth was found. Could this be clue to where this “gateway” or “doorway” was to be found? Was it in OURSELVES? Was this found in the deep inner unknown heart of hearts we all have? The questions became more and more profound and deeper in their nature.

And that brings us to another question. Why do we all die? Why cannot we live an eternity?  Why has man been searching for the fountain of youth, another way of searching for eternal life? No one gets out of here alive they say. Where do we go after death?

Millions are being spent on this search for eternal life, but why? It appears it is built into us that we do not want to die, unless our lives become so miserable that we simply want out no matter what? In other words, many people simply give up all hope, see nothing to live for, and so perish by their own hands. My Dad was one of them. I often wondered what had happened that was so awful that he decided to depart and leave us all alone?

And so the search for me began in earnest. What if the fall of humanity was actually a real and literal event, and if so, what did it really mean? What would it mean to you and me on a personal level?

And if mankind actually fell, and somehow became a lost race, could then the Creator of all of this became hidden from us, so it appeared we are left alone here?

Would there be any escape hatch, some way out of our time-space and body prison? In other words, I wanted to get out of the game, and find the one who created it, if I could, and I had no doubt that I could, if I tried hard enough.



To believe or Not to Believe?

I concluded very rapidly that if I wanted to find out the real truth behind all of this, that I was going to have to search out all major religions and perform a comparative religion test.

My test was going to be different. I was going to approach this solely on the basis of the message and compare that with what science had already discovered.

Sounds very strange, I know, but it was an important part of my search for the real truth. I asked a very simple question. Why does a chair remain a chair? Why does it remain as it is? Why not change or shape-shift into a table, or a couch, or a heap of sawdust? In other words, what held it together, and why did it always remain the same, except for normal wear and tear?

Science tells us that all things are made of little atoms, and as you go deeper into inner matter, we get down to some very strange things, all of them in constant motion. They now know all of it is vibrations, known as frequency, little fields of “waves”. The Bible calls it “The Word”.

Science tells us that there are laws that govern the Universe. We have the law of gravity for example, all sorts of laws that keep our Universe running relatively smoothly, with APPARENT hiccups now and then, to be sure.

So then, if we have laws that stand behind our material Universe, that implies an intelligence behind it, and that is why Stephen Hawking said that when examined, the intricate complexity of the Universe must overlap into what he called “religious” concepts.

In point of fact, he was referring to that which is unseen, something “spiritual” for lack of a better word, which seems to be behind it all.

Laws also implies an intelligence that not only made the laws, but also stands behind them, that is, enforces or upholds them for law without enforcement brings chaos, which is why the communist want to defund law enforcement. This implies strongly that our material universe is upheld by something that is invisible, some force beyond all the laws, some force that appears to have a plan of some sort.

Scientists who are honest will tell you they do not know or remotely understand what time and space are or how they work. They do not understand what they call DARK MATTER, or DARK ENERGY, and on and on.

We know that if you have something in motion, like an atom, you need both time and space for them to operate. We can then extend this concept over to all of our lives. We need time to grow, we need space to operate in. 

In the Book of Isaiah, I found an interesting concept that maybe answered my first questions. Here it is in Isaiah 40: 21-22:

21 Have ye not known? have ye not heard? hath it not been told you from the beginning? have ye not understood from the foundations of the earth?

22 It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in:

Now this matches up with the BIG BANG theory of Creation. From nothing to something, a creation of TIME AND SPACE, and that meant there was a BEGINNING and there will be an ENDING. ALPHA AND OMEGA, the BEGINNING and THE ENDING.

Revelation 1:8

I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.

So, I began to look much deeper. We have here a claim of someone who says, “I made the Universe”. Wow! That’s quite a claim. It dawned upon me slowly that such claims have to be either totally true or totally false, there is no in between here.

I decided I would simply accept them as being true and see where it led. So here we have this “entity” who is making very boastful claims all about the creation of all things.

I don’t want to get into every phase of it, but this Lord or God or whatever you want to call it, states openly that he/she/it created TIME, SPACE, ENERGY, MATTER, LIFE AND SPIRIT. Well that’s about it. Either it is true, or the biggest lie ever told.

That claim in Isaiah, was then verified and confirmed in the Gospel of John in the New Testament. “In the beginning was the Word” and that everything that was ever made was made by the “Word”. The concept of “Word” means intelligence and thought, as well as sound.

John 1:1-14

1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

The same was in the beginning with God.

All things were made by him; and without him was not anything made that was made.

In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.

The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe.

He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light.

That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.

10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.

11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not.

12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:

13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.

14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.

OK, this is either true or a lie. These remarks cannot be half-truths. Either the “WORD” made everything there is, or it didn’t! I was running into walls and being boxed in by the simple logic of it all.

So, what is this “Word” It turns out is means SOUND, and sound, as you know, is vibration, and vibrations are all “frequency”. We now know all if this totally true, for science has proved it. We are all a body electric, and at a lower level, we are all “vibrations” that emanate from the Creator.

Could it be true? And if it was, then what kind of a God or entity was it? Good? Evil? Personal, or impersonal? It seemed that the Universe was basically a place of law and order, at least in the physical realm. In other words, it seemed to be running smoothly.

Order implies LOVE, GOOD, HARMONY, PEACE, and such, we call them the good things of life.

Chaos implies LAWLESSNESS, DISORDER, EVIL, DISCORD and HATE, and most would call that the bad things.

True or not, I decided therefore that the physical Universe portrayed a Creator who was on the law and order side of things, simply because we have “laws” that run the Universe.

There were two laws that also seemed immutable to me – the law of homogenesis and the second law of thermodynamics.

Homogenesis states that like begets like, that is, a horse will produce another horse, not a dog or a cat. There are no known variations to that unless some outside intelligence interferes.

Therefore, I reasoned that if there was a creator, it would have vast intelligence, and have personality, because we have intelligence and personality. I concluded God must be a personality of some type that sided with law and order as reflected by the material Universe. The “it” became a “who”!

But that did not answer the question of why there appeared to be disorder and chaos in human affairs, a sort of constant fight between law and order and “criminals” or those who were evil and did very bad things. As Donald Trump would say, “Some very bad dudes”.

Therefore in the spiritual realm, in the soulish realm, it appeared to me something must have gone wrong and that “good” and “love” were preferable over hate and evil, and the other thing I noticed was that most if not all people could decide to be either one. So, it appeared to be a choice, a free will choice.

One does not have to be a criminal, such as a murderer, a thief and so on, they choose to be that. Some would argue their environment caused it, but some very excellent people have come from horrific environments.

It becomes obvious that when you enter into the spiritual/soulish side of things that people can make a choice, hence a form of FREE WILL, and all of these various decisions and wants are what cause the chaos.

I decided then to take a look at what the Bible calls GENESIS, to see if there were any answers there, of if the story of the fall had the answer I needed.

Indeed, there it was. It did not matter to me if the story was allegory or not. I had no clue as to the so-called “fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil” was real or allegorical. What I wanted to know what this good and evil mixture really was.

Two things showed up right away. Before humanity ate of this tree of knowledge, he evidently did not “know” of this knowledge, and existed on a different plane of existence, unknown to us. We cannot relate to this because it is beyond our ability to comprehend it. But that is what it says.

Humanity has accepted the concept of duality, of good and evil as portrayed in the ancient yin-yang symbol of duality. What if there was a place in which this “duality” did not exist?

In the physical universe, it seems this duality MUST EXIST, hence if there is an “up” there must be a “down”. If there is a RIGHT, there has to be a WRONG, as matter and antimatter, of positive and negatives, of light and darkness. 

But perhaps, just perhaps, I thought, in the realm of the SPIRIT, that there could be a place where such duality does not exist at all – a place of total harmony, total tranquility, total rest and love and all of that. Could it be possible? And could this place be what we call “heaven”? A place we cannot even begin to fathom, because we live in a duality universe, and are born into it, live and die in it. Our minds are made to function in it as well.

Wow! I thought this might be another key to open this vault of the unknown. It was an interesting thought at the time.

Back to the fall of mankind. What did it really mean, and could we take it in a most literal albeit spiritual way?

The word for knowledge basically means “cunning”, sort of like fox smart, wolf smart. A manipulative, predatory type of knowledge. A wolf type of survivalist knowledge that always had “self” in mind.

Now when you take this type of knowledge and you also add in BOTH GOOD AND EVIL, then you have a weird type of admixture, which is capable of love and good, but also hate and evil. Look around you – everyone has this type of knowledge, and we are all capable of great love and great hate. We all have what they call “issues”.

Everyone has a choice, as they make up their own mind as to what that choice is, and so we have both great good and great evil in the affairs of humanity. I also found that the force of evil is expansionary, always expanding, always looking for “trouble”.

There are people out there always looking for a fight, always trying to push their weight around. Always nasty, mean spirited and pushy.

Love, on the other hand, seems to just “be”. It simply is. It is gentle, meek in spirit, and acts of love are what everyone wants to be a part of. A loving act, caring for someone else makes us feel good. Perhaps there is a CLUE here.

I had my answer right there. That is exactly what humanity is – capable of the greatest human love, capable of the most horrific evil. Two opposing spiritual forces in the same brain. Apparently, it does not work very well. It turns out that this knowledge is the cause of all of humanities problems. It also spiritually murdered mankind. Earth is the planet of the living dead. Indeed, there was and is a horrific glitch in the Matrix…



Best’s Intel Update For 10-21-2020 – Matrix Madness Continues

Tonight On Night Shadows 10-21-2020 @ 7:00 PM CT

Internet Kill Switch, Election, Revolution, 4th Reich, UFO, Bluebeam, Delusions & War

Babylon’s final days are now upon us, just as Jeremiah, Isaiah, Daniel and Revelation’s prophecy told us! A house divided cannot stand, and a national domestic based upon pure emotion and zero rational thinking. If you pit this against reason, logic and even self-survival and the rational people will always come out on losing side. The Global Deep State has planned very well, and now they are right out in the open with their plans and telling all of us that we cannot stop them because we can’t! The people refused to believe these printed out plans long ago, years ago, and thus refused to take the necessary actions to stop them back then. Now it is too late. The 4th Beast of Daniel is now rising in plain sight. Earth changes are increasing along with lies, lies and more lies…


Best’s Intel Flash Update For 10-19-2020 – Matrix Darkness False Flags

Tonight On Night Shadows 10-19-2020 @ 7:00 PM CT

Best’s Intel Flash Update For 10-19-2020 – Matrix Darkness & False Flags

Trump, False Flags, Israel, Torah Codes, 4th Reich, Obama, Revolution, Election Troubles…

As the election draws near. more and more UNVETED alternative news sights are warning us that Global Deep State (the UN), and the communists will pull out ALL STOPS to either stop the election itself or scam the masses of people with an overload of false votes that declare Biden and Harris the winners, and that Trump and his ideas were rejected by the voters. Meanwhile Trump packs his rallies with thousands of people while Biden is lucky if 30 people show up. So, what is with that? Then we have big tech’s censorship going into full operation – war is expanding in the Armenia area and earth changes continue to rumble on…