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FINDING HOME“ – Part Eight

As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!

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Things are moving so rapidly now it is hard to keep up with it, from space weather to warnings of huge earthquakes, and these may be related to the KILL SHOT of Ed Dames and his remote viewers. Solar flares and cosmic energy waves can and do trigger major earthquakes and set off volcanic activity. Remember the Lord told us that high-tech operations rise up to destroy the Earth and the Lord says He will destroy them before they finish the job. Then we have revolution and riots that will only increase as we near the election. Is it not interesting that all of these solar flares will arrive at the right time as November 3rd nears? Will they bring down the grid just before the election? Remember what Tesla said and more…



Love, on the other hand, seems to just “be”. It simply is. It is gentle, meek in spirit, and acts of love are what everyone wants to be a part of. A loving act, caring for someone else makes us feel good. Perhaps there is a CLUE here.

I had my answer right there. That is exactly what humanity is – capable of the greatest human love, capable of the most horrific evil.

It was then that I came across this verse, which was startling to say the least:

Matthew 7:11

If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?

That was a fearful statement. “You, being evil” know how to LOVE AND GIVE GOOD THINGS TO YOUR CHILDREN. The love a parent has for a child is one of the highest of love forms. Yet Jesus is saying WE ARE EVIL. SAY WHAT?

Now Genesis also said that in the day humanities original parents ate of this strange and unknown knowledge (to them), that they died. But we know, because we are here, they could not have died. In fact, they lived long years after they partook of this mysterious knowledge of good and evil.

So, what happened? The long and short of it is that mankind, according to Genesis was made in the “image of God”.

Elsewhere the Bible says that God is a SPIRIT and God is DIVINE LOVE. In other words, God is a SPIRIT BEING that has an essence of some type of LOVE. A love “type” that is far beyond anything humanity knows because we lost that at the fall. His LOVE TYPE is a total unknown to humanity, a mystery, a hidden thing. “My ways are not your ways…”

So what I am saying here is that the DEATH spoken of in the Bible is a SPIRITUAL DEATH, of being CUT OFF from our Creator, and being born again into ANOTHER WORLD were the REAL GOD (CREATOR), is severed and silent, so that is why we cannot find our creator and the cold winds of silence blow in our faces.

I was now making progress, and answers were being given that made total sense. It all was very logical to me.

Humanity was created with this SPIRIT OF DIVINE LOVE. They did not “know” of anything else, because it clearly said we were made in the IMAGE OF GOD, and God is a SPIRIT, and God is LOVE.

Whatever else his DNA was coded with, the core essence of man was devoid of this knowledge of good and evil, and only had a core knowledge of this LOVE TYPE HE HAD, WHICH WAS THE SAME AS THE CREATOR. “Like begets like”, the law of homogenesis was in total operation.

So that is why the Good Book says that God walked with man, was in total union with man, and this was the original intent of the Creation.

If this is the case, why then would God put a tree with this knowledge of good and evil within the reach of humanity? Was this a test? What was this all about?

As I explored this concept out, it began to dawn upon me that TRUE LOVE is a TRANSPARENT LOVE. Nothing is withheld, nothing is hidden. God put it there and told humanity not to eat of it, because if he did, certain things would happen, and spiritual death was one of them.

We could say that man traded off union and fellowship with the Creator and instead, embraced a type of fallen godhood. When he ate of this knowledge, mankind entered an entirely new form of existence.

Genesis says he died on the spiritual level, which is, he was cut off from the Creator, cut off from, and lost that core essence of ONLY LOVE and entered into another world, cut off, alone, and lost. He went from a singular essence to a dualistic essence.

Today we know there is a spiritual element to humanity, and some people are more “spiritual” than others, but we do not know what this ethereal or non-material life form is. 

Mankind now had another type of knowledge, a new and different awareness or consciousness, and was severed from his creator on the spiritual and most likely on the soulish level as well.

His flesh body took over. His spiritual powers over the body were severely diminished. He was “born again” into a whole new existence. Eternal life was cut off. The “fall” was real. It explains the condition of man even if we don’t like it.

So now I had the basics down. Man was set adrift, with a knowledge of good and evil, the free will of choice between what is good and what is evil, what is right and what is wrong, and thus we have what we have today. The fight between good and evil is still going on, between law and order and chaos.

When “Satan” said to Eve, if you eat of this fruit, you shall be like a god, knowing good and evil, he was not fooling.

This fruit, whatever it was, enabled mankind to enter into the dualistic world and with that, the ability to choose between right and wrong, good or evil. Humanity would decide that, not some outside force called “God”. Thus, he became a “god” in his own right, the great I am, AND I WILL DECIDE what is right or wrong, and no one will tell us otherwise. The GREAT “I AM” is now god.

I accepted all of this as logical. It appeared to be a simple case of deception by this so called “serpent” whoever that was. So according to the story, Eve was tricked into ingesting this knowledge and Adam followed out of his love for Eve.

I accepted that. It all appeared to me to be reasonable and logical, and it did in fact answer the questions of mankind’s seeming inability to get along, always bickering, fighting, murdering and such.

So, if all of this was true, what then? If this is our nature now, and it is, what can we do about it? Remember that Jesus classified humanity as EVIL. Our nature had changed.

Can a leopard change his spots? Can a bear become a camel? Can you change your inner nature? Can you get rid of or just suppress the bad things within each of us? The answer is no, we cannot change it, we can only suppress it by our free will, therefore “it is what it is”. 

It appears that most “religions” are in the business of “suppression” and DENIAL of our nature, and thus if we SUPRESS OUR EVIL NATURE and go about doing “good” then God would approve of us.

Ok, so now if we have been “cut off” from our Creator, which answers the silence that almost all of humanity feels when it comes to the “search for God”. I certainly heard nothing but silence when I was searching for the truth behind everything.

I had this big cherry tree on a hill side that I would go out at night and sit under, looking into the heavens, asking this “God” to answer. All I ever got was the cold winds of silence in my face. Indeed, humanity really is CUT OFF from his Creator, and that is why many people feel totally lost, totally alone, adrift with many questions and no answers.

But I thought that if God really is a God of Love that He could not actually leave us totally alone, there must be another answer to it – could it be He was there, but just silent?

Could it be He was listening and actually answering prayers made to Him but in such a way that people never realize it, things “just happened” in their lives. Perhaps, but then again maybe not…

Now if mankind was in reality a fallen creature, and the Bible clearly says he was, what were the ramifications to that? What were the ripple effects to that concept?

As I searched the Scriptures, I noticed that here and there were references to us being in a prison, a prison of time and space, and also that we physically died and were “no more” to God in some legal type of manner. Jesus Christ kept telling us that we were prisoners, that we walked in what He called “darkness” and that we were “the children of darkness”.

It also seemed to suggest that when mankind fell from “grace”, for lack of a better word, that we became an enemy of our Creator. The Bible says that humanity’s inner heart is deceitful and so awful no one could really know it, and that our inner heart actually hates God.

  Jeremiah 17:8-10 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it? 10 I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.

OK, so then man is a prisoner of HIMSELF, OF HIS OWN HEART, man is also full of hate because of the fall, and like a young spoiled brat, kicks and takes swings at God all the while attempting to FIND HIM!! 

This hatred for the Creator is not a “conscious” at all – but a deep hatred, one of the hidden inner heart the Bible calls the inner man, a place beyond the conscious and even the unconscious mind.

The ramifications of the fall were beginning to make sense, we were cut off, and we are a prisoner of our own nature, and trapped in our material universe and bodies, and unable to change any of it. It is what it is, so to speak. What then?

If we cannot change our nature, no matter what we try to do it still remains, then there would have to be some form of rescue from an outside source.

OK, so it was all very logical, but was there any escape hatch? Or was mankind simply doomed to eternal loss and ruin, with no hope whatever? It seemed logical to me that if God is a God of Love, there would be an escape hatch, some way out, some method of redemption.

So now I began to search out within the Bible if it said anything about being “saved” or “rescued” and if so, by what method?

If mankind is fallen, and is unable to change his nature, then he/she is what he/she is. Trapped, a prisoner of ourselves, forever doomed by our inner nature. Then only an “outside source” could rescue humanity.

So then it also occurred to me that no matter how good we were, or how evil we were, in other words, we could NEVER win favor by being good and nice all our lives OR that God would approve of us and accept us because we were “good people” could not be true, as our behavior has nothing to do with our true nature.  

It all goes back to our natural nature, a fallen nature. No matter what we do, no matter how good it is, it does not change of nature, our fallen DNA code.

But then it occurred to me that our fallen CHANGED NATURE is what brought us into our prison house, and behavior does not at all change our inner nature, that is, no matter how good we are, we are still an admixture of good and evil and that was the reason for the fall in the first place. Could this be what humanity was missing all along? Could this be the golden key to free us?

Now most people would say that if we are “good” during our lives, this “God” will accept us as being “righteous” and when we die, we go to heaven to be with all of our loved ones.

To my shock I discovered that could not possibly be true as it was laid out in the Good Book. The fall, in some manner or other most likely altered our DNA structure. Our ENTIRE NATURE had changed. It was what is was, so to speak.

So by logic, then, our redemption could not be based upon our behavior, but rather something else, that is, some type of change in our nature, which then meant it was beyond our ability to fix it, that had to be in the hands of the Creator Himself.

How do you fix your nature? If you are a red head, for example, you are a red head. You can dye it, but you are still, by nature a red head. If you are black, you are black. If you are white, you are white. A leopard CANNOT change his spots.

It seemed to me that any so-called redemption had to be based upon some form of alteration of our nature perhaps a “fix”, which would repair the DNA anomaly caused by the fall or at least “cover over” our fallen nature, like a robe!

Now this “death” that humanity entered was a spiritual one. Perhaps then, any rescue would have to be predicated on a “spiritual resurrection”, and that was something only the Creator could do. In other words, a spiritual resurrection” would be the “rescue” or “pardon” or whatever else you wanted to call it.

This spiritual resurrection or change in some manner back to the original would be the key to get out of prison. There was no other form of a “get out of prison” card here.

John 3

3 There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews:

The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him.

Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.

Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born?

Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.

That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.

The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit

So, there you have it. The fall was one of the spirit, the “fix” was a resurrection of a dead to live spirit.

This further confirmed why good behavior could not be the issue at all, because the problem of our nature itself, and it was our innate nature that had to be changed.

So why be “good” then? Why strive to always be good and honest and all of that? The Good Book had an answer for that as well – it makes your life here much smoother; it keeps you out of earthly prisons, courts, trouble and so on.

The religionist leaders of today lay such a heavy yoke upon their followers, telling that that if they perform this ritual, or keep this or that law, or pray thusly, or pray the Rosary, or beat themselves daily, or whatever else they can put upon them, that they will be saved and go to heaven. IT IS ALL A BALD-FACED LIE.

You can perform all rituals you want, you can keep all the laws you want, you can become so “spiritually clean” that people marvel at you, but in the end, you die and go to bad place. Why? Because all of the above does nothing to change your inner nature.  There is only one thing that does – “you must be born from above”, an act of God Himself.