Even our emails appears to be coming under censorship as “they” decide what is acceptable in political viewpoint and what is or is not acceptable content. These folks have no regard for free speech under the Bill of Rights, and they better enjoy their power now because soon it will all be taken away. So we have Torah Codes on UFO’s, TR-3B’s, German UFO technology and the 4th Reich. The 4th Beast of Daniel appears to be the 4th Reich, complete with high technology weapons. As all of this emerges upon the world scene, earth changes abound, wars and rumors of war abound. Then we have a medical tyranny rising up the likes of which the world has never seen before and more…
As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!
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Things are moving so rapidly now it is hard to keep up with it, from space weather to warnings of huge earthquakes, and these may be related to the KILL SHOT of Ed Dames and his remote viewers. Solar flares and cosmic energy waves can and do trigger major earthquakes and set off volcanic activity. Remember the Lord told us that high-tech operations rise up to destroy the Earth and the Lord says He will destroy them before they finish the job. Then we have revolution and riots that will only increase as we near the election. Is it not interesting that all of these solar flares will arrive at the right time as November 3rd nears? Will they bring down the grid just before the election? Remember what Tesla said and more…
Love, on the other hand, seems to just “be”. It simply is. It is gentle, meek in spirit, and acts of love are what everyone wants to be a part of. A loving act, caring for someone else makes us feel good. Perhaps there is a CLUE here.
I had my answer right there. That is exactly what humanity is – capable of the greatest human love, capable of the most horrific evil.
It was then that I came across this verse, which was startling to say the least:
If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?
That was a fearful statement. “You, being evil” know how to LOVE AND GIVE GOOD THINGS TO YOUR CHILDREN. The love a parent has for a child is one of the highest of love forms. Yet Jesus is saying WE ARE EVIL. SAY WHAT?
Now Genesis also said that in the day humanities original parents ate of this strange and unknown knowledge (to them), that they died. But we know, because we are here, they could not have died. In fact, they lived long years after they partook of this mysterious knowledge of good and evil.
So, what happened? The long and short of it is that mankind, according to Genesis was made in the “image of God”.
Elsewhere the Bible says that God is a SPIRIT and God is DIVINE LOVE. In other words, God is a SPIRIT BEING that has an essence of some type of LOVE. A love “type” that is far beyond anything humanity knows because we lost that at the fall. His LOVE TYPE is a total unknown to humanity, a mystery, a hidden thing. “My ways are not your ways…”
So what I am saying here is that the DEATH spoken of in the Bible is a SPIRITUAL DEATH, of being CUT OFF from our Creator, and being born again into ANOTHER WORLD were the REAL GOD (CREATOR), is severed and silent, so that is why we cannot find our creator and the cold winds of silence blow in our faces.
I was now making progress, and answers were being given that made total sense. It all was very logical to me.
Humanity was created with this SPIRIT OF DIVINE LOVE. They did not “know” of anything else, because it clearly said we were made in the IMAGE OF GOD, and God is a SPIRIT, and God is LOVE.
Whatever else his DNA was coded with, the core essence of man was devoid of this knowledge of good and evil, and only had a core knowledge of this LOVE TYPE HE HAD, WHICH WAS THE SAME AS THE CREATOR. “Like begets like”, the law of homogenesis was in total operation.
So that is why the Good Book says that God walked with man, was in total union with man, and this was the original intent of the Creation.
If this is the case, why then would God put a tree with this knowledge of good and evil within the reach of humanity? Was this a test? What was this all about?
As I explored this concept out, it began to dawn upon me that TRUE LOVE is a TRANSPARENT LOVE. Nothing is withheld, nothing is hidden. God put it there and told humanity not to eat of it, because if he did, certain things would happen, and spiritual death was one of them.
We could say that man traded off union and fellowship with the Creator and instead, embraced a type of fallen godhood. When he ate of this knowledge, mankind entered an entirely new form of existence.
Genesis says he died on the spiritual level, which is, he was cut off from the Creator, cut off from, and lost that core essence of ONLY LOVE and entered into another world, cut off, alone, and lost. He went from a singular essence to a dualistic essence.
Today we know there is a spiritual element to humanity, and some people are more “spiritual” than others, but we do not know what this ethereal or non-material life form is.
Mankind now had another type of knowledge, a new and different awareness or consciousness, and was severed from his creator on the spiritual and most likely on the soulish level as well.
His flesh body took over. His spiritual powers over the body were severely diminished. He was “born again” into a whole new existence. Eternal life was cut off. The “fall” was real. It explains the condition of man even if we don’t like it.
So now I had the basics down. Man was set adrift, with a knowledge of good and evil, the free will of choice between what is good and what is evil, what is right and what is wrong, and thus we have what we have today. The fight between good and evil is still going on, between law and order and chaos.
When “Satan” said to Eve, if you eat of this fruit, you shall be like a god, knowing good and evil, he was not fooling.
This fruit, whatever it was, enabled mankind to enter into the dualistic world and with that, the ability to choose between right and wrong, good or evil. Humanity would decide that, not some outside force called “God”. Thus, he became a “god” in his own right, the great I am, AND I WILL DECIDE what is right or wrong, and no one will tell us otherwise. The GREAT “I AM” is now god.
I accepted all of this as logical. It appeared to be a simple case of deception by this so called “serpent” whoever that was. So according to the story, Eve was tricked into ingesting this knowledge and Adam followed out of his love for Eve.
I accepted that. It all appeared to me to be reasonable and logical, and it did in fact answer the questions of mankind’s seeming inability to get along, always bickering, fighting, murdering and such.
So, if all of this was true, what then? If this is our nature now, and it is, what can we do about it? Remember that Jesus classified humanity as EVIL. Our nature had changed.
Can a leopard change his spots? Can a bear become a camel? Can you change your inner nature? Can you get rid of or just suppress the bad things within each of us? The answer is no, we cannot change it, we can only suppress it by our free will, therefore “it is what it is”.
It appears that most “religions” are in the business of “suppression” and DENIAL of our nature, and thus if we SUPRESS OUR EVIL NATURE and go about doing “good” then God would approve of us.
Ok, so now if we have been “cut off” from our Creator, which answers the silence that almost all of humanity feels when it comes to the “search for God”. I certainly heard nothing but silence when I was searching for the truth behind everything.
I had this big cherry tree on a hill side that I would go out at night and sit under, looking into the heavens, asking this “God” to answer. All I ever got was the cold winds of silence in my face. Indeed, humanity really is CUT OFF from his Creator, and that is why many people feel totally lost, totally alone, adrift with many questions and no answers.
But I thought that if God really is a God of Love that He could not actually leave us totally alone, there must be another answer to it – could it be He was there, but just silent?
Could it be He was listening and actually answering prayers made to Him but in such a way that people never realize it, things “just happened” in their lives. Perhaps, but then again maybe not…
Now if mankind was in reality a fallen creature, and the Bible clearly says he was, what were the ramifications to that? What were the ripple effects to that concept?
As I searched the Scriptures, I noticed that here and there were references to us being in a prison, a prison of time and space, and also that we physically died and were “no more” to God in some legal type of manner. Jesus Christ kept telling us that we were prisoners, that we walked in what He called “darkness” and that we were “the children of darkness”.
It also seemed to suggest that when mankind fell from “grace”, for lack of a better word, that we became an enemy of our Creator. The Bible says that humanity’s inner heart is deceitful and so awful no one could really know it, and that our inner heart actually hates God.
Jeremiah 17:8-109 The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?10 I the Lord search the heart, I try the reins, even to give every man according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his doings.
OK, so then man is a prisoner of HIMSELF, OF HIS OWN HEART, man is also full of hate because of the fall, and like a young spoiled brat, kicks and takes swings at God all the while attempting to FIND HIM!!
This hatred for the Creator is not a “conscious” at all – but a deep hatred, one of the hidden inner heart the Bible calls the inner man, a place beyond the conscious and even the unconscious mind.
The ramifications of the fall were beginning to make sense, we were cut off, and we are a prisoner of our own nature, and trapped in our material universe and bodies, and unable to change any of it. It is what it is, so to speak. What then?
If we cannot change our nature, no matter what we try to do it still remains, then there would have to be some form of rescue from an outside source.
OK, so it was all very logical, but was there any escape hatch? Or was mankind simply doomed to eternal loss and ruin, with no hope whatever? It seemed logical to me that if God is a God of Love, there would be an escape hatch, some way out, some method of redemption.
So now I began to search out within the Bible if it said anything about being “saved” or “rescued” and if so, by what method?
If mankind is fallen, and is unable to change his nature, then he/she is what he/she is. Trapped, a prisoner of ourselves, forever doomed by our inner nature. Then only an “outside source” could rescue humanity.
So then it also occurred to me that no matter how good we were, or how evil we were, in other words, we could NEVER win favor by being good and nice all our lives OR that God would approve of us and accept us because we were “good people” could not be true, as our behavior has nothing to do with our true nature.
It all goes back to our natural nature, a fallen nature. No matter what we do, no matter how good it is, it does not change of nature, our fallen DNA code.
But then it occurred to me that our fallen CHANGED NATURE is what brought us into our prison house, and behavior does not at all change our inner nature, that is, no matter how good we are, we are still an admixture of good and evil and that was the reason for the fall in the first place. Could this be what humanity was missing all along? Could this be the golden key to free us?
Now most people would say that if we are “good” during our lives, this “God” will accept us as being “righteous” and when we die, we go to heaven to be with all of our loved ones.
To my shock I discovered that could not possibly be true as it was laid out in the Good Book. The fall, in some manner or other most likely altered our DNA structure. Our ENTIRE NATURE had changed. It was what is was, so to speak.
So by logic, then, our redemption could not be based upon our behavior, but rather something else, that is, some type of change in our nature, which then meant it was beyond our ability to fix it, that had to be in the hands of the Creator Himself.
How do you fix your nature? If you are a red head, for example, you are a red head. You can dye it, but you are still, by nature a red head. If you are black, you are black. If you are white, you are white. A leopard CANNOT change his spots.
It seemed to me that any so-called redemption had to be based upon some form of alteration of our nature perhaps a “fix”, which would repair the DNA anomaly caused by the fall or at least “cover over” our fallen nature, like a robe!
Now this “death” that humanity entered was a spiritual one. Perhaps then, any rescue would have to be predicated on a “spiritual resurrection”, and that was something only the Creator could do. In other words, a spiritual resurrection” would be the “rescue” or “pardon” or whatever else you wanted to call it.
This spiritual resurrection or change in some manner back to the original would be the key to get out of prison. There was no other form of a “get out of prison” card here.
John 3
3 There was a man of the Pharisees, named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews:
2 The same came to Jesus by night, and said unto him, Rabbi, we know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do these miracles that thou doest, except God be with him.
3 Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.
4 Nicodemus saith unto him, How can a man be born when he is old? can he enter the second time into his mother’s womb, and be born?
5 Jesus answered, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born of water and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
6 That which is born of the flesh is flesh; and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.
7 Marvel not that I said unto thee, Ye must be born again.
8 The wind bloweth where it listeth, and thou hearest the sound thereof, but canst not tell whence it cometh, and whither it goeth: so is every one that is born of the Spirit
So, there you have it. The fall was one of the spirit, the “fix” was a resurrection of a dead to live spirit.
This further confirmed why good behavior could not be the issue at all, because the problem of our nature itself, and it was our innate nature that had to be changed.
So why be “good” then? Why strive to always be good and honest and all of that? The Good Book had an answer for that as well – it makes your life here much smoother; it keeps you out of earthly prisons, courts, trouble and so on.
The religionist leaders of today lay such a heavy yoke upon their followers, telling that that if they perform this ritual, or keep this or that law, or pray thusly, or pray the Rosary, or beat themselves daily, or whatever else they can put upon them, that they will be saved and go to heaven. IT IS ALL A BALD-FACED LIE.
You can perform all rituals you want, you can keep all the laws you want, you can become so “spiritually clean” that people marvel at you, but in the end, you die and go to bad place. Why? Because all of the above does nothing to change your inner nature. There is only one thing that does – “you must be born from above”, an act of God Himself.
Debate over, but who wins? It appears the Lord is making such a stark contrast between “apparent” right and wrong, good or evil that the American people’s choice at this election determines possible further delay so that Trump can continue with Israel to build the Third Temple, or if we are to allow the Illuminati to take over America and the 4th Beast power to emerge – or perhaps both occur on the same timeline. No matter who wins, more revolution, more riots, more chaos? More and more earthquake activity, Iceland volcanic activity getting closer, Bible Code Obama, UFO, Arrival, strong delusion, apostasy and more...
As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!
What if this existence that we call normal life and living is a real anomaly, and the real truth is hidden from us? Is that why the Bible says we are in a PRISON HOUSE? But what if we could find the REAL TRUTH behind our existence and what the real problem of mankind is? Why does mankind not want to understand why they love, hate, make war, murder, steal, rape and grow corrupt? Don’t YOU want to know?
What if that discovery was not of this world at all, and what if the Creator built within us the way to open a gateway to another realm? Sort of like the Holy of Holies Place in the Temple of Israel? A PLACE WHERE ONE COULD MEET GOD AND HAVE A CONVERSATION?
It was in the Holy of Holies Place that God’s presence on Earth was found. Could this be clue to where this “gateway” or “doorway” was to be found? Was it in OURSELVES? Was this found in the deep inner unknown heart of hearts we all have? The questions became more and more profound and deeper in their nature.
And that brings us to another question. Why do we all die? Why cannot we live an eternity? Why has man been searching for the fountain of youth, another way of searching for eternal life? No one gets out of here alive they say. Where do we go after death?
Millions are being spent on this search for eternal life, but why? It appears it is built into us that we do not want to die, unless our lives become so miserable that we simply want out no matter what? In other words, many people simply give up all hope, see nothing to live for, and so perish by their own hands. My Dad was one of them. I often wondered what had happened that was so awful that he decided to depart and leave us all alone?
And so the search for me began in earnest. What if the fall of humanity was actually a real and literal event, and if so, what did it really mean? What would it mean to you and me on a personal level?
And if mankind actually fell, and somehow became a lost race, could then the Creator of all of this became hidden from us, so it appeared we are left alone here?
Would there be any escape hatch, some way out of our time-space and body prison? In other words, I wanted to get out of the game, and find the one who created it, if I could, and I had no doubt that I could, if I tried hard enough.
AND SO IT BEGAN.
CHAPTER FOUR
To believe or Not to Believe?
I concluded very rapidly that if I wanted to find out the real truth behind all of this, that I was going to have to search out all major religions and perform a comparative religion test.
My test was going to be different. I was going to approach this solely on the basis of the message and compare that with what science had already discovered.
Sounds very strange, I know, but it was an important part of my search for the real truth. I asked a very simple question. Why does a chair remain a chair? Why does it remain as it is? Why not change or shape-shift into a table, or a couch, or a heap of sawdust? In other words, what held it together, and why did it always remain the same, except for normal wear and tear?
Science tells us that all things are made of little atoms, and as you go deeper into inner matter, we get down to some very strange things, all of them in constant motion. They now know all of it is vibrations, known as frequency, little fields of “waves”. The Bible calls it “The Word”.
Science tells us that there are laws that govern the Universe. We have the law of gravity for example, all sorts of laws that keep our Universe running relatively smoothly, with APPARENT hiccups now and then, to be sure.
So then, if we have laws that stand behind our material Universe, that implies an intelligence behind it, and that is why Stephen Hawking said that when examined, the intricate complexity of the Universe must overlap into what he called “religious” concepts.
In point of fact, he was referring to that which is unseen, something “spiritual” for lack of a better word, which seems to be behind it all.
Laws also implies an intelligence that not only made the laws, but also stands behind them, that is, enforces or upholds them for law without enforcement brings chaos, which is why the communist want to defund law enforcement. This implies strongly that our material universe is upheld by something that is invisible, some force beyond all the laws, some force that appears to have a plan of some sort.
Scientists who are honest will tell you they do not know or remotely understand what time and space are or how they work. They do not understand what they call DARK MATTER, or DARK ENERGY, and on and on.
We know that if you have something in motion, like an atom, you need both time and space for them to operate. We can then extend this concept over to all of our lives. We need time to grow, we need space to operate in.
In the Book of Isaiah, I found an interesting concept that maybe answered my first questions. Here it is in Isaiah 40: 21-22:
21 Have ye not known? have ye not heard? hath it not been told you from the beginning? have ye not understood from the foundations of the earth?
22 It is he that sitteth upon the circle of the earth, and the inhabitants thereof are as grasshoppers; that stretcheth out the heavens as a curtain, and spreadeth them out as a tent to dwell in:
Now this matches up with the BIG BANG theory of Creation. From nothing to something, a creation of TIME AND SPACE, and that meant there was a BEGINNING and there will be an ENDING. ALPHA AND OMEGA, the BEGINNING and THE ENDING.
Revelation 1:8
8 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.
So, I began to look much deeper. We have here a claim of someone who says, “I made the Universe”. Wow! That’s quite a claim. It dawned upon me slowly that such claims have to be either totally true or totally false, there is no in between here.
I decided I would simply accept them as being true and see where it led. So here we have this “entity” who is making very boastful claims all about the creation of all things.
I don’t want to get into every phase of it, but this Lord or God or whatever you want to call it, states openly that he/she/it created TIME, SPACE, ENERGY, MATTER, LIFE AND SPIRIT. Well that’s about it. Either it is true, or the biggest lie ever told.
That claim in Isaiah, was then verified and confirmed in the Gospel of John in the New Testament. “In the beginning was the Word” and that everything that was ever made was made by the “Word”. The concept of “Word” means intelligence and thought, as well as sound.
John 1:1-14
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
2 The same was in the beginning with God.
3 All things were made by him; and without him was not anything made that was made.
4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.
6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John.
7 The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe.
8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light.
9 That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.
10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not.
11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not.
12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name:
13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
OK, this is either true or a lie. These remarks cannot be half-truths. Either the “WORD” made everything there is, or it didn’t! I was running into walls and being boxed in by the simple logic of it all.
So, what is this “Word” It turns out is means SOUND, and sound, as you know, is vibration, and vibrations are all “frequency”. We now know all if this totally true, for science has proved it. We are all a body electric, and at a lower level, we are all “vibrations” that emanate from the Creator.
Could it be true? And if it was, then what kind of a God or entity was it? Good? Evil? Personal, or impersonal? It seemed that the Universe was basically a place of law and order, at least in the physical realm. In other words, it seemed to be running smoothly.
Order implies LOVE, GOOD, HARMONY, PEACE, and such, we call them the good things of life.
Chaos implies LAWLESSNESS, DISORDER, EVIL, DISCORD and HATE, and most would call that the bad things.
True or not, I decided therefore that the physical Universe portrayed a Creator who was on the law and order side of things, simply because we have “laws” that run the Universe.
There were two laws that also seemed immutable to me – the law of homogenesis and the second law of thermodynamics.
Homogenesis states that like begets like, that is, a horse will produce another horse, not a dog or a cat. There are no known variations to that unless some outside intelligence interferes.
Therefore, I reasoned that if there was a creator, it would have vast intelligence, and have personality, because we have intelligence and personality. I concluded God must be a personality of some type that sided with law and order as reflected by the material Universe. The “it” became a “who”!
But that did not answer the question of why there appeared to be disorder and chaos in human affairs, a sort of constant fight between law and order and “criminals” or those who were evil and did very bad things. As Donald Trump would say, “Some very bad dudes”.
Therefore in the spiritual realm, in the soulish realm, it appeared to me something must have gone wrong and that “good” and “love” were preferable over hate and evil, and the other thing I noticed was that most if not all people could decide to be either one. So, it appeared to be a choice, a free will choice.
One does not have to be a criminal, such as a murderer, a thief and so on, they choose to be that. Some would argue their environment caused it, but some very excellent people have come from horrific environments.
It becomes obvious that when you enter into the spiritual/soulish side of things that people can make a choice, hence a form of FREE WILL, and all of these various decisions and wants are what cause the chaos.
I decided then to take a look at what the Bible calls GENESIS, to see if there were any answers there, of if the story of the fall had the answer I needed.
Indeed, there it was. It did not matter to me if the story was allegory or not. I had no clue as to the so-called “fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil” was real or allegorical. What I wanted to know what this good and evil mixture really was.
Two things showed up right away. Before humanity ate of this tree of knowledge, he evidently did not “know” of this knowledge, and existed on a different plane of existence, unknown to us. We cannot relate to this because it is beyond our ability to comprehend it. But that is what it says.
Humanity has accepted the concept of duality, of good and evil as portrayed in the ancient yin-yang symbol of duality. What if there was a place in which this “duality” did not exist?
In the physical universe, it seems this duality MUST EXIST, hence if there is an “up” there must be a “down”. If there is a RIGHT, there has to be a WRONG, as matter and antimatter, of positive and negatives, of light and darkness.
But perhaps, just perhaps, I thought, in the realm of the SPIRIT, that there could be a place where such duality does not exist at all – a place of total harmony, total tranquility, total rest and love and all of that. Could it be possible? And could this place be what we call “heaven”? A place we cannot even begin to fathom, because we live in a duality universe, and are born into it, live and die in it. Our minds are made to function in it as well.
Wow! I thought this might be another key to open this vault of the unknown. It was an interesting thought at the time.
Back to the fall of mankind. What did it really mean, and could we take it in a most literal albeit spiritual way?
The word for knowledge basically means “cunning”, sort of like fox smart, wolf smart. A manipulative, predatory type of knowledge. A wolf type of survivalist knowledge that always had “self” in mind.
Now when you take this type of knowledge and you also add in BOTH GOOD AND EVIL, then you have a weird type of admixture, which is capable of love and good, but also hate and evil. Look around you – everyone has this type of knowledge, and we are all capable of great love and great hate. We all have what they call “issues”.
Everyone has a choice, as they make up their own mind as to what that choice is, and so we have both great good and great evil in the affairs of humanity. I also found that the force of evil is expansionary, always expanding, always looking for “trouble”.
There are people out there always looking for a fight, always trying to push their weight around. Always nasty, mean spirited and pushy.
Love, on the other hand, seems to just “be”. It simply is. It is gentle, meek in spirit, and acts of love are what everyone wants to be a part of. A loving act, caring for someone else makes us feel good. Perhaps there is a CLUE here.
I had my answer right there. That is exactly what humanity is – capable of the greatest human love, capable of the most horrific evil. Two opposing spiritual forces in the same brain. Apparently, it does not work very well. It turns out that this knowledge is the cause of all of humanities problems. It also spiritually murdered mankind. Earth is the planet of the living dead. Indeed, there was and is a horrific glitch in the Matrix…
Babylon’s final days are now upon us, just as Jeremiah, Isaiah, Daniel and Revelation’s prophecy told us! A house divided cannot stand, and a national domestic based upon pure emotion and zero rational thinking. If you pit this against reason, logic and even self-survival and the rational people will always come out on losing side. The Global Deep State has planned very well, and now they are right out in the open with their plans and telling all of us that we cannot stop them because we can’t! The people refused to believe these printed out plans long ago, years ago, and thus refused to take the necessary actions to stop them back then. Now it is too late. The 4th Beast of Daniel is now rising in plain sight. Earth changes are increasing along with lies, lies and more lies…
As the election draws near. more and more UNVETED alternative news sights are warning us that Global Deep State (the UN), and the communists will pull out ALL STOPS to either stop the election itself or scam the masses of people with an overload of false votes that declare Biden and Harris the winners, and that Trump and his ideas were rejected by the voters. Meanwhile Trump packs his rallies with thousands of people while Biden is lucky if 30 people show up. So, what is with that? Then we have big tech’s censorship going into full operation – war is expanding in the Armenia area and earth changes continue to rumble on…
As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here even if you don’t believe it. WAKE UP!!
CHAPTER THREE
Is There a “Lord” and Does He Challenge Us?
I thought that the answers to all of these questions could be found, but how and where to look, and what to do?
So, one day as I was searching the Bible, I stumbled upon these verses:
John 16:7-16
“Nevertheless I tell you the truth; it is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. [8] And when he is come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of righteousness, and of judgment:..”
When I first saw these verses, I was quite stunned by them. It appeared that what was being said was this SPIRIT, if you really wanted to know the answers about life here, would lead one through the maze of lies, deceptions and spiritual chaos of humanity to the actual and real truth behind life itself, if you really wanted to know.
And that was what I really wanted to know – what was the actual truth behind the Universe and life itself? Was there an ULTIMATE TRUTH behind everything there is?
Wow! I thought. Wow! These verses seemed to me to be a challenge. They said to me, well, if you really want to know about all of this beyond the five senses, we all have, and beyond the material or physical world, you could. You could take a peek at the SPIRIT WORLD, so here is one of the keys. But was it true? Then this from Matthew Seven:
7 Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you:
8 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
9 Or what man is there of you, whom if his son ask bread, will he give him a stone?
10 Or if he ask a fish, will he give him a serpent?
11 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven give good things to them that ask him?
12 Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.
I then began to search for other such verses that were a challenge to the person reading them. In other words, was I being told not to just believe, but rather check it all out to find if it was true or not?
Then I found this:
31 Then said Jesus to those Jews which believed on him, If ye continue in my word, then are ye my disciples indeed;
32 And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Here was another challenge. It said that if I continued in his teachings, that is, like any new subject, if I studied it until I understood or knew what it was saying, I would conclude it really was true, and I would find something that Jesus said was “THE TRUTH”. Little did I know what that actually meant!
Most of the world, it seemed, said there was NO KNOWABLE ULTIMATE TRUTH. Ultimate truth behind all that there is, was or will be was simply BEYOND all human knowledge. But the Bible says that if one DESIRED ABOVE ALL OTHER THINGS, that this ULTIMATE TRUTH would be revealed to the SEARCHER. The TRUTH beyond humanity is THERE, will always be there, but like all hidden mysteries, one must search it out. FEW WILL.
I then began to realize that what we all do is to “take out” the qualifiers such as IF, AND or BUT. If you removed these, you came up with a totally false conclusion the same as if you “reversed” its true meaning. The “qualifiers” were of the utmost and extreme importance to UNDERSTAND what was really being said.
I knew that almost all religions and philosophies out there were asking you to simply believe their statements or that their reasoning was true, but never found any that asked you to really test it out, question it severely, and if you did, you would know if it was true or not. It also dawned upon me that all of this WAS OF THIS WORLD. Jesus told us point blank that this wisdom, this understanding, this doctrine was BEYOND THIS WORLD.
Now this SEEKING, ASKING, KNOCKING, THIS CONTINUE IN THE DOCTRINE was a direct contradiction to just having blind FAITH and BELIEF in Jesus Christ, but rather, we need to CHECK HIM OUT, FIND OUT IF WHAT He said was true or not!
John 7:17
17 If any man will do his will, he shall know of the doctrine, whether it be of God, or whether I speak of myself.
So here was a direct challenge that if any person will SEARCH IT OUT FOR HIMSELF, he will find out that the DOCTRINES OF JESUS CHRIST were DIRECT FROM GOD and could not possibly be from Himself as a man.
In truth, He is right, for NO MAN could ever dream up the actual message of humanity being in a prison, living and walking in total spiritual darkness, or how they could escape; IT WAS NOT POSSIBLE!! Another WOW! Why is it that humanity WILL NOT take up this ETERNAL CHALLENGE? Why are we so antagonistic towards this?
And what was this so-called Spirit of Truth? I remember a movie about Jesus Christ in which Rod Stieger played the part of Pontius Pilate and in that scene, Pilate asks Christ, “WHO ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOU?” Most people do not ask these questions today, but perhaps they should, because it goes to the uttermost depths of human existence. Jesus invited humanity to take a journey, to explore, to take a WAY that was BEYOND LIFE ITSELF!
Who was this most mysterious and enigmatic figure that was so hated they killed him? For what reason? And still is hated today, MORE AND MORE AS TIME GOES BY. WHY?
I wondered why anyone would hate an individual who went around doing good, healed the sick, and brought sight to the blind and all of the paranormal and miracles attributed to him? After all, isn’t it a good thing to help people who need it?
Why would anyone hate an individual that loved children? That spoke softly and kindly? Who seem to have no guile or hatred within Him?
It became obvious that the real reason for all of this hatred was because we don’t like THE REAL TRUTH. We don’t like it because it sticks a knife deep within our comfort zone, and so we recoil from it.
After all, if Earth really is a PRISON to a FALLEN HUMANITY, and lives in a matrix of LIES AND DECEPTIONS, then we would resist the real truth, and not want anything to do with it. Comfort zones and exactly that, and we do not want it to be intruded upon.
However, it seemed a wonderment to me. Something was wrong here. Most people would appreciate an individual who was kind to children, loved people, sought only to help people. Yet, he was murdered. Why?
I began to search out the message he actually brought with him. Not the message the Church or any theologian said, but what Christ actually said, as recorded in the Scripture, true or not true was the only question. This was a direct challenge to the INDIVIDUAL, not a collective Church, but a direct command to the individual soul!
I got hold of a book called “Theomatics”, a book that proved beyond all doubt by mathematical continuity that the Bible itself could not have been written by man.
Greek and Hebrew letters all have numbers assigned to them, and the numbers proved that each sentence, each paragraph, each subject always came out with a number sequence, like 666, 777, 888 or its multiples. The odds were quadrillions to one, meaning, of course that is was NOT POSSIBLE. That alone gives humanity NO EXCUSE.
Other books have proved scientifically that the Bible came from somewhere else, that mankind could never have written it. That helped me to more fully appreciate why the Lord had told me early on that the Bible was a very important book.
I began to understand why He was hated by the religious leaders of his day. He was really telling everyone they were more or less irrelevant to his message that it was far above their understanding, and they were actually in the way of his message, for he said they would not enter in nor allow their followers to enter in as well.
His message was going to destroy the stranglehold of CONTROL that almost all belief structures have upon their followers. They say, in essence, “we do the thinking, you just believe and support us”. In other words they CONTROL their followers and “NO THINKING ALLOWED. OBEY, DON’T THINK. DON’T ASK QUESTIONS. It all boils down to CONTROL.
The challenge was there, and I accepted it at face value. I really wanted to know, I REALLY WANTED TO KNOW. In reality, above all other things in life. Nothing was as important as this burning question – what was the real truth behind the Universe, and who made it?
So now I had to ask myself what really happened at the Creation of mankind? Did we evolve, or were we actually created perfect, and could it be possible that if we were created perfect, then there must have been some type of a so-called “glitch” that was in fact recorded in the Bible as a sort of “death” or “fall”.
Was there really a FALL FROM GRACE? Was humanity REBORN into another world, and lost his SPIRITUAL ESSENCE and entered into a skewed timeline?
A death that was brought about by some form of DNA SHIFT possibly, of some sort of a DNA change that actually altered the spiritual side humanity forever.
Could it be true? Could that be the answer as to why mankind is such a predator of his own species? That so many are filled with hate and violence, of loves grown cold? Could it be, and would it be possible, no matter how remote, that mankind fell from something? Something we cannot understand or truly fathom because of the “fall”?
As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here.
Psalm 145:17-20 The LORD is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works. [18] The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. [19] He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him: he also will hear their cry, and will save them. [20] The LORD preserveth all them that love him: but all the wicked will he destroy.
CALLING UPON THE LORD IN TRUTH? WHAT DID THAT MEAN? That means one can all upon the Lord, but not necessarily IN TRUTH. WOW!!
First of all, who was this Lord? I did not know at all who this Lord really was, or if any of this was really real or not. So, as usual, I took it upon myself to find out.
Being a professional pilot, I was used to reading what we call “Flight Manuals”. These are books made by the manufacturer of the aircraft in question and show you to operate these jet aircraft, and they tell you what the aircraft can and cannot do in the air or on take-off and landing.
You read the manual, you adhere to the manual, and it says what it says. If you depart to far from what it says, a crash may result and lots of people may die.
In other words, the CREATOR of the AIRCRAFT knew that aircraft inside and out, and the FLIGHT MANUAL was their message to the flight crews on how to operate that aircraft.
So, it dawned upon me early to think of the Bible, not as a religious book at all, but rather, could it be a message from the Creator, who manufactured us, and therefore knew us inside and out? Was that possible? So, taking this approach to the Good Book, I began my search:
The LORD draws nigh unto them that CALL UPON HIM IN TRUTH. Those that call upon Him IN TRUTH are those that OBEY HIM, and DO AS HE COMMANDS?
I was to find out that this was a key element for my “unease” and “restlessness”. But what did it mean to call upon Him in truth? We all innately know that something is not exactly right here, either with us personally or with humanity as a whole unit. We are all wounded in some unknown manner and only feel wonderful and really great once in a while. And we KNOW we are “alone”.
I knew there was just too much fighting here, too much trouble, to many lies, deceptions, wars and all the rest. I could not believe or accept this was “normal”. Something was wrong, but I knew not what.
There was more, much more than I was being told by “Churchianity[R1] ”. It was becoming clear this was an individual call to FIND THE ACTUAL TRUTH behind everything there was, is now or ever will be. Modern Christianity is nothing but traditions of men and has little to do with the actual facts as they are laid out in Scripture.
Mark 7:5-9
5 Then the Pharisees and scribes asked him, Why walk not thy disciples according to the tradition of the elders, but eat bread with unwashen hands?
6 He answered and said unto them, Well hath Esaias prophesied of you hypocrites, as it is written, This people honoureth me with their lips, but their heart is far from me.
7 Howbeit in vain do they worship me, teaching for doctrines the commandments of men.
8 For laying aside the commandment of God, ye hold the tradition of men, as the washing of pots and cups: and many other such like things ye do.
9 And he said unto them, Full well ye reject the commandment of God, that ye may keep your own tradition.
So here it was, and it answered many a question – rituals, teachings of men and their concepts to explain what they know not, soon turn into traditions, and traditions become their truths, and thus, they pay no attention to the Words of Scripture! Perhaps here was the answer to what the Bible meant by IN TRUTH SEARCHING OUT THE ANSWERS.
I then discovered that all the religions of the world worship and believe in THEIR God, but COULD IT BE “NOT IN TRUTH”, but rather simply embracing someone else’s concepts of “truth”?
To call upon the name of the LORD IN TRUTH was an enigma. How do I do that?
Further, how do you search for something that is totally invisible? I pondered that question for a long time. If there was a real truth out there, and the Good Book called it “The Lord”, then obviously there was a right way and a WRONG WAY to search out that issue.
These doubts I was having were beginning to grow, and the more I tried to HAVE FAITH, the more the doubts grew. I tried all sorts of POSITIVE THINKING ROUTINES to curb these doubts and fears, but it was to no avail.
I even took what a church pastor said was a salvation SELF TEST administered by a well-known study church and passed it with flying colors.
The doubts grew worse over several years of time. They made me feel restless, unsure, and uneasy. I knew something was not right, that something was missing, but I did not know what it was. I did not realize at the time it was a call from the Holy Spirit.
Photographs have now been taken of some form of ethereal entity leaving the body when one dies. Arguments continue if it is the soul or spirit life force leaving.
The fact that it is leaving and has been videotaped and photographed should give everyone pause. LIFE IS NOT WHAT IS APPEARS. LIFE IS FAR DEEPER THAN ANYONE CAN IMAGINE. There is a very real invisible component to us, and it leaves when we die. What is it? Is that the REAL PERSON, THE ETERNAL SPIRIT or what?
And where did this spirit or soul go to? Was there really a hell and as in the movie Ghost, bad people went down, and good people went up? Was it possible? In the Moslem world, they call these “spirits” or ghost type entities “Jinn”. In the Christian world, they are called demons, “Fallen Ones” or “Angels”.
In the world of the so-called “aliens” and the UFO mystery, humanity is called “containers”, and the so-called “aliens” are very interested in what our containers “contain”. They have to be speaking of the ethereal soul and spirit connection. Why all of their interest?
Were there such things as demons? Evil spirits? We call them “paranormal” intrusions. Is it possible that our planet, and humanity upon it, is actually the real “paranormal” and that the “NORMAL” is not here? That our side of this multiverse is a REAL HONEST ANOMALY?
The Good Book says that our entire Universe is upheld and run by the “INVISIBLE” WORLD, and if that is true, then THAT SIDE is the normal, and we are the ABNORMAL!!
A man was having much trouble at night when asleep, and as in the movie “Paranormal”, he decided to video tape himself at night to see if anything would show up. It did. Just before he woke up, a very large ethereal entity came out of his body, hovered over him and then vanished. What was it?
Where there such things that we call paranormal entities and things that go bump in the night? Are there such things as fallen creatures, evil spirits, and if there are, what did they fall from? And what about extraterrestrials? Aliens? UFOs? Are they entities from other planets or are they inter-dimensional creatures of some sort?
What was all of this really about? What were they? Further where did they come from? What do they want? Are they here to help us or are they liars and a great deception is being laid down by them to trap us all?
Millions of people the world over, and throughout all of recorded history, have seen many entities or creatures that cannot be explained. There are too many sightings to just push them aside. To do so would be calling millions of people liars.
There had to be answers. Why was humanity in such spiritual chaos? Why were there so many religions, and each of them claiming to be the truth, when they openly contradicted each other!! Do we have a schizophrenic God? If so, why bother to either worship or believe in such a god?
Good questions that everyone should ask. It seemed to me that if God really was, He must have taken a vacation and gone on to other places, leaving mankind to fend for itself. Millions of people really do believe that, you know.
Questions. Questions with seemingly NO ANSWERS. Or were there? Maybe humanity was and is looking in the wrong place. Maybe the answers were not “out there” or found in inner space, but rather, by searching it out “within our own minds, hearts and souls.
Perhaps the answer really was within OURSELVES, and it was not religion, theology, “isms”, or philosophy at all, but the clue was found in how humanity itself is constructed. And perhaps the real clues were found in the ancient patterns or blueprints of the Temple of ancient Israel. With its outer court, inner court and Holy Place?
Were we constructed in the same manner? That is, was this Temple a reflection of how our conscious, unconscious and inner unknown heart actually work?
As usual, I challenge anyone and everyone to prove all of this wrong. Your eternal destiny is at stake here.
Early Questions, No Answers – What Is Truth?
You must first find the real questions to ask before you will get the real answers! Many people have asked about my personal life, so I thought it would help them if I wrote about it.
When I was very young, about six or so, my parents, who were basically agnostics, allowed me to attend a small church in the village down in the valley from where I lived on a farm on the mountain. Vermont was a beautiful state, and still is, largely unspoiled by what is termed “progress”.
One day when I was walking home from that small church, I was spoken to, and the voice impressed upon me that the book in my hands was the most valuable book in the entire world, and that it contained the truth of all that there was.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT DAY, or the exact location on that mountain road where I was when that voice spoke to me concerning that “book” I had in my hand called the Bible – that which I now call the “GOOD BOOK”.
I also knew and had a distinct memory of being sent here. I remember (and don’t ask me how, because I have no clue).
Where I came from, I now know. Why I was sent, I also now know. We have all been “sent” here. As to who or what sends us is found in the pages of the GOOD BOOK. We are all sent, and we are here for a purpose.
Like most people who grew up in the forties, fifties and sixties, I soon put the Good Book on the shelf for it to collect dust, and I went out into the world to seek my fortune.
I grew up in Vermont and began flying aircraft when I was 16 years of age. I quickly progressed to obtain my private, commercial, instructor, multi-engine, Airline Transport and seaplane ratings. By the time I was 20, I was running a fixed base aviation company in Burlington, Vermont.
I flew all sorts of aircraft and charter trips, building time and experience. Soon I moved into corporate flying and stayed in corporate flying for the rest of my flying career, which was over 25 years in length.
I flew as captain in the most sophisticated jets that money could buy. It was an exciting life and led me to explore many areas of the US, Canada, and Mexico that I would have never seen otherwise.
During my flying career, I ran into many and assorted characters of interest that only exist in the big business world, the very rich and my fellow pilots. When you are aloft, and especially at night, you begin to think about things, and see things few will ever see or even know about.
It was during my flying career that I witnessed strange objects in the skies, that which we call UFO’s. Now the world sightings are so numerous and global that they are seen every day. That’s another story.
It was during the time of my flying career that I was called INTO and then OUT OF what we commonly call Christianity or the “Church” of today many years ago.
The Creator put the real hard call upon me in the seventies. I had read a book entitled “The Late Great Planet Earth” by Hal Lindsey and I found it very interesting because I was always interested in what the future might bring. This was my introduction into what we call “Christianity”.
I later found out most of it, but not all of it, was a hoax, but at the time, it sounded plausible. It was soon after while I was watching a television program put on by Rex Humbard, who was at that time one of the larger Christian TV Evangelists. He had a program about Bible prophecy, and it at the end of it, he invited anyone who wanted to, should call upon the name of the Lord and invite Jesus into their heart to do so.
So, I knelt in front of the TV set and did exactly that, as Rex led us in prayer. Rex assured everyone that had done that in truth and in sincerity that their names were written in the LAMB’S BOOK OF LIFE, and that they were in fact HEAVEN BOUND.
He told us we were now the Lord’s and that we should now find a Bible believing church nearby, much like Billy Graham did. I accepted as truth what was being told to me and did not give it much thought.
I now know that I underwent what is called a CONVERSION in Christian theology, and that these evangelists, preachers and teachers of Christendom are CONVERSIONARY EXPERTS, and in fact, they use principles of psychological mind control and mass manipulation techniques to get people to make a decision “for Christ”.
I found out later that it was what Jesus Christ called BROAD WAY THEOLOGY, and not STRAIT GATE THEOLOGY. That is another story. My conversion led to changes in my life, as it does for multitudes of people, but I found out soon enough that there was much more to this mystery than met the eye.
My life began to change, and I began to seek out other like-minded Christians as I studied the Word of the Lord and began to grow in knowledge and in faith. The world slowly lost its grip upon me as I began a long, long journey through the night.
Doubt began to come upon me however, as to my true state before the Lord as to my being secure, safe and what the Church called, “BORN AGAIN”.
I would voice these doubts and be assured by the preacher boys that it was just an unbelief attack, and that we are saved BY GRACE THROUGH FAITH, and that as long as I had been sincere, and had the evidences of REGENERATION or REBIRTH, I was in fact SAFE.
I should cast off these doubts and simply BELIEVE and HAVE FAITH IN THE WORDS OF THE SCRIPTURE, which I had claimed as the basis of my salvation.
However, if one would really read the Scriptures for what they REALLY SAY, one would find out how distorted modern Christian theology has become.
What I was being told was, as I found out later, POSITIVE THINKING, a type of self – hypnosis, but deep within I knew something was not right as I was always searching, always looking, always questioning everything and nothing seem to fit.
Like most people, I guess, we search out and latch onto something that appears to be truthful to us, so we embrace it, and it makes us feel comfortable and “secure”. Once we have decided it is “true for us”, we embrace it and it becomes “our truth”.
In other words, we like being in our own self-established comfort zone, and we do not like that zone to be challenged. I later found out that our so-called comfort zone is usually a very unsafe and dangerous place to be.
I began to question the “Good Book” and wanted to search out the entire matter for myself. This was the beginning of an adventure into the most “uncomfortable zone” imaginable. But it was likewise one of the greatest adventures one could ever take and the reward beyond all other things!!
The Scriptures, I was told by the preacher boys, that is, the preachers, teachers and evangelists, said that ANYONE WHO SINCERELY BELIEVED IN JESUS CHRIST WAS SAVED, I was therefore SAVED. I was further told that it was NON-EXPERIENTIAL, and that it was all done by a simple act of faith and belief.
In other words, I was to believe the Bible verses that they pointed out and not question anything whatsoever. They all said I simply lacked faith, lacked true belief. However, I was not at all sure of what I was supposed to be saved FROM. And why did I need to be saved at all? Saved from WHAT? What was this Hell? Was it really real, or just some sort of “fear mongering” to keep people in line, sort of like the IRS does around tax time?
This gets back into the foundation of humanity and a possible “glitch” that brought us into another timeline, a timeline that brought us into the prison we appear to be in. That is, are we living in what is supposed to a “normal” existence, with all of its trials and tribulations, or is this existence an “anomaly”, and abnormal? That really is the biggest question anyone can ask.
Perhaps, I thought, this might be a “school” of some sort, like kindergarten 101, a test to see who would or would not figure this thing we call “life” out. A dangerous school at that if one flunked out.
You have to understand that Christianity as it is known today is actually no different than any other religious concept out there insofar as the BELIEF and HAVE FAITH concept. All the religions ask you to “believe in them”, that is, believe in their rituals, tenants, teachings, doctrines or whatever. And they all tell you to embrace it without question.
Islam has Mohamed as its central figure, and so it goes. I soon learned it was not so much the figurehead, but much rather the message brought that had to be thoroughly examined and tested before one could truly embrace the figurehead. Further, most founders of the religions are now buried and turned into dust. Only one was not, or at least that was the claim. Could it be true?
But I was not even sure of anything at this point, even though I knew that someone, or something, had sent me here for something I knew not. By this time I was in my late thirties.
I did not know if there was a heaven or a hell. I knew about them, because almost everyone has heard about them, but few people actually believe in them, as they are some nebulous place “out there” if they existed at all.
But I did remember the voice that told me when I a child, that the Good Book was a very important Book, a Book of truth even if it looked like foolish old wives’ tales and mythology or some stupid ancient blood thirsty religion.
Somehow, I knew that humanity was missing the point of it all, but what was the point they were missing?” And could I find it, even if almost all others had failed? I decided not only I could, but I would, come hell or high water!
As I began to read again from the Good Book once again, I had never seen this bit of Scripture:
Psalm 145:17-20
The LORD is righteous in all his ways, and holy in all his works. [18] The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. [19] He will fulfil the desire of them that fear him: he also will hear their cry, and will save them. [20] The LORD preserveth all them that love him: but all the wicked will he destroy.
CALLING UPON THE LORD IN TRUTH? WHAT DID THAT MEAN? That means one can all upon the Lord, but not necessarily IN TRUTH. WOW!!
The Night Shadows are increasing rapidly as the communist United Nations coup goes into high gear, with fear and panic about a second deadly wave coming, for they know it is now or never, and the masses of the people are slowly becoming aware of the pandemic scam, and more and more legal resistance and suits are being filed against the leaders of the world and what they have done to their own people. Then we have warnings of a crustal shift, earthquake and volcanic activity, inbound fireballs, and more signs for the arrival of our “alien friends” who come to save us from war and mega earth changes. Then we have wars and more wars as the demons within humanity begin to surface to kill off mankind so their boss, Satan, can retake the planet for his own and more…
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